It was supposed to be different for you. We all knew it wouldn't be, but I wanted so badly for it to work for you. Please don't do something stupid. I don't know what to tell you, I don't even know what to tell myself. All I know is that it was supposed to be this way even though this way sucks and that I'll always be here for you.
It's not right. It's not fair. It's life. It sucks.
On the bright side: I went to the naturopathic doctor today. It was the only doctor's appointment I've been to where I feel like something is being accomplished, discovered, and it's being done by a wonderful woman that cares so much even though she doesn't know me. She's going to fix everything.
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